When people keep repeating
That you’ll never fall in love
When everybody keeps retreating
But you can’t seem to get enough

Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
To your heart

When everything feels all over
When everybody seems unkind
I’ll give you a four-leaf clover
Take all the worry out of your mind

I have the only key to your heart
I can stop you from falling apart
Release yourself from misery
Only one thing’s gonna set you free
That’s my love

Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
To your heart

When tragedy befalls you
Don’t let them bring you down
Love can cure your problem
You’re so lucky I’m around

Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
To your heart

I am glad that one of my struggle that I have been facing lately have been reveal. It really helps me to lighten the heavy heart I have been carrying for the pass 2 weeks. It was the 2 most painful week that I had encounter lately. I never felt this way for such a long. Honestly I am not sure what kind of feeling I am going thru that time but I do know that the feeling is good tho sometimes i do feel shitty. It’s all worthy. There are many more obstacles or barrier I will be going thru but at the moment I will just enjoy the journey. I do hope that things will turn out well and favor me.

This is what Christmas mean to me when I was a child – happy, love, santa, present, cold, snow, friends and etc. I still remember back in the teenage years, I can sense the spirit of Christmas everywhere. As I grew older, Christmas become less meaningful, it’s just another public holiday but I still happy ever year as Christmas is approaching. I love Christmas.

Since childhood till now, I always dream that I could spend my Christmas at a place where it’s snowing. It would be great if I could rent a cottage with a fire place where my family or close friends could come together to celebrate Christmas in the cottage (outside Malaysia). Imagine, having a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallow(I am not a huge marshmallow fan but anything will do during Christmas) or a cup of wine while reading a book in front of the fire place (there’s a name for it, i just cant recall). I hope at some point in my life, I would be able to achieve my dream.

As for this year, I am actually looking to get away from the city life. a place which is peaceful and quiet.

                  VS

i dont think i have the ability. feeling so confused. sometimes love is overrated. as human being, we can’y live without love. sometimes i dont know what is love anymore or i choose to ignore it. should i play devil or an angel in a love situation?

love = is what we think about it,
dream about it,
losing sleep worrying about it.
when we dont have it we search
for it and when we discover it we dont
what to do with it. we fear losing it,
it is source of pleasure and pain but we cant predict
which it will be from one moment to the next.
it’s a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define &
impossible to live without. LOVE!!!