i dont think i have the ability. feeling so confused. sometimes love is overrated. as human being, we can’y live without love. sometimes i dont know what is love anymore or i choose to ignore it. should i play devil or an angel in a love situation?

love = is what we think about it,
dream about it,
losing sleep worrying about it.
when we dont have it we search
for it and when we discover it we dont
what to do with it. we fear losing it,
it is source of pleasure and pain but we cant predict
which it will be from one moment to the next.
it’s a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define &
impossible to live without. LOVE!!!

“Love isn’t a feeling, it’s an ability”

These are the two shows that I would want to watch + there’s great soundtrack as well. I will leave you with the trailers: -

1. Garden State

2. Dan’s real life

Kate Voegele is hot and she also can sing. love her songs and the lyrics!!

It’s only life

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,

don’t look away, don’t run away,
baby it’s only life,
don’t lose your faith,don’t run away,
it’s only life.

you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,

you can’t win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,

don’t look away, don’t run away ,
baby, it’s only life.
don’t lose your faith, don’t run away,
baby it’s only life.(repeat)

take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it’s only life,

don’t be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it’s only life,

i’ll be your stepping stone, don’t be so alone,
just hold on tight,it’s only life,

oh..don’t look away, don’t run away,
baby it’s only life,
don’t lose your faith, don’t run away, baby, it’s only life (repeat),
it’s only life, it’s only life,
don’t look away…

Sorry for not blogging for many many many months. I hope I could make a come back or at least blog once a week    keeping my finger cross.

recently i just enter a new career path. it’s kinda scary cause i will be total idiotic to the industry. it was a totally different enviroment, ppl and etc. as i progressively learning about the work and the industry, i am enjoying it at the moment. i reckon there always up and downs in every industry, it’s just how you manage it and how you going to hold the highs at all time. my colleagues are cool and we have fun during office hrs and etc. i miss hanging out with my best pal when both of us are jobless.

a number of ppl posted me with heaps of questions, why do i want to join this industry as my background of my career is totally opposite end, why do i want to take paycut at such time, why, how, when and etc. personally i think life is short and if you are really unhappy with work, enviroment, ppl and etc, why not move on, why you wanna suffer yourself. if you look long term, i reckon i should be able to catch up to where i will be if i am still in my old industry. with passion, interest, hardwork and willing to learn then any barriers should be able to overcome.

I had a good talk with my best pal last night. we talked about a number of things. i remember something and it’s quite true. no point comparing with people about your career life and etc. we just got to live life as  it is and improve according to our strenght. life will always be change and all. i think we are going thru life changing stage or we are growing up, mature.

i do hope i will be able to do well. this is just my two cents of opinion. i also do hope that i will be able to update my blog either weekly or monthly      see ya next week