Lively, Wise & Neutral

Every mothers  know the inner and outer behaviour of their child. My mum wrote me a letter, I found it a bit weird why wouldnt she wants to talk to me rather than writing a letter.basically she tried to tell me to hang on in whatever difficulties i am facing and she will be there for me. she knew that i am unhappy with my job and all.sometimes it’s hard to hide your feelings from your family, you thought you dont want to trouble them but in reality they know you the best and they will try to help you from far.an example of it is that one of my best friend quit his job and he dont want to let his parents know about it but in actual fact, their knew what’s going on. Parents will always be parents.as i grow older, i felt that i am wiser and more sensitive over other people issues.i know a lot of ppl might think i am weak or blur or anything, it doesnt matter to me as long as i know my principals, my family around and my best friends.i think i do sacrifice a lot of my own time and family or to an extend an extra mile to help tt person.i am a bit tired of it, ppl might take me as a laughing stock or take advantage of it cause maybe they think tt i will always be there for them. i think i have neglect myself and my family too long.i will try to balance out things.dont get me wrong,i will still continue extend my helping hand.maybe i just need some time by myself or someone to listen to me or help me out instead.HAHAHA!!!

I love my family and my best friends tt have always been there for me  been down for the pass few weeks, i am just writing this is to remind myself to get align back on the right path.

Just ignore me, i think i am just being chemo just like gemo. it rhythms.HAAHAHHA…dont take it to heart, gemo 

A similar quote that was quoted by Peyton (OTH) – “you dont need somebody to write about you in order for your life to mean something. you can write it about yourself, make your own destiny.”